It's time that I let go of all of the negative memories from my past I'm holding into. It's time to focus on the present and the future. It's time to grow up. It's time to really do this. The only thing holding me back is me, and that kills me. The hardest part of all of this is I'm fighting with myself to get better and no one can do anything for me but myself. It's time to let go of the fact I can't parent my children right now, it's time to let go, they are happy healthy and stable and it's more than I could ever ask for, so from now on, I am letting go of any negative memories that I'm holding on to surrounding my kids and their situation, it's time I forgive myself, it's time I realize that I can't help them until I help myself. It's time to let go of the hatred I feel towards myself for "failing" as a parent, I need to let go of the fact that I feel I failed, because I didn't fail. It's time to feel worth again, it's time for me to take my life back, not to take it back and become someone I used to be. To take it back by accepting what's happened, accept the situations in life as they are and let go of the resentment u have built up so deep.
Today, I let go of my past. Today, I accept my faults. Today, I am telling myself and the world that I am worthy, I am deserving of life and I am telling myself that everything will be okay.
Today, I stop looking back on negative times, negative memories and negative thoughts.
Today, I am forgiving myself for the faults I've made, I am forgiving myself for the choices I've made, I am forgiving myself for everything that's happened.
Today I AM TAKING MY LIFE BACK!
Today, will be the day!
Today is MY day!
And tomorrow, I will do the same
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